{"id":10567,"date":"2024-09-03T12:08:01","date_gmt":"2024-09-03T20:08:01","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/writingya.com\/?p=10567"},"modified":"2024-09-03T12:08:01","modified_gmt":"2024-09-03T20:08:01","slug":"shes-reading-aaah-the-horse","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/writingya.com\/?p=10567","title":{"rendered":"<i>she&#8217;s reading: aaah! the horse!!!<\/i>"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><font face=\"Georgia\"><br \/>\n<font face=\"Georgia\"><\/p>\n<h2>Dear TBR,<\/h2>\n<p>If you follow your favorite authors on social media, you&#8217;ll occasionally get previews of their latest books. I follow Ursula Vernon\/T. Kingfisher on various platforms as a superfan from years ago, and so I know that her forays into horror are Not Meant For Me. I mean, the titles &#8211; <i>What Moves the Dead<\/i> &#8211; don&#8217;t wanna know &#8211; <i>What Feasts at Night<\/i> &#8211; ditto &#8211; <i>The Twisted Ones<\/i> &#8212; definitely NOT for me, a non-lover of horror. Ursula very carefully lets us know which books we squeamish ones might enjoy (try <i>Nettle &#038; Bone<\/i>, which won the Hugo a couple years back &#8211; scary, but hot horror&#8230; well&#8230; horrible characters but not literary definition horror, anyway), but&#8230; this autumntide, as I&#8217;m working hard to overcome my general squeamishness for anxiety-producing fiction, I thought I&#8217;d give her latest a shot. BookPage calls it &#8220;Regency-fantasy-horror hybrid only T. Kingfisher could write,&#8221; and I am a sucker for competently presented faux Regency-fantasy hybrids. I mean, exquisitely ridiculous novels of manners with the addition of fairytale creatures? Yes, please.<\/p>\n<p>Plus, there was the matter of The Horse. Fans of T. Kingfisher repeatedly said, &#8220;Aaaah! The horse!&#8221; on social media, with no hint as to what that meant. As more and more people read the book, the cries of &#8220;Aaaah! The horse!&#8221; rose ever higher. And now, I, too, can say, &#8220;Aaaah! That HORSE!&#8221; Ugh. The horse is a lot. But, I digress &#8212; <\/p>\n<hr width=15%>\n<p>Cornelia and her mother are going to visit a new &#8230;benefactor. That&#8217;s the euphemistic name Cornelia&#8217;s mother gives to the men by whom she makes her dubious living, &#8220;benefactors.&#8221; She makes them love her &#8211; somehow, though Cornelia doesn&#8217;t want to think about that too closely &#8211; and they keep Cornelia&#8217;s mother in rent money and groceries. It&#8217;s not enough, of course; Cornelia&#8217;s mother Deserves More &#8211; and yes, she&#8217;s the sort who thinks in capitals about things &#8211; but she assures Cornelia that Someday she will Have What Is Due Her &#8211; and someday, Cornelia will marry a wealthy man and all of their troubles will be at an end.<\/p>\n<p>As Cornelia is all of fourteen, this day is not exactly directly at hand, and honestly, Cornelia&#8217;s only job, when her mother launches off into one of her diatribes, is to nod. Her mother doesn&#8217;t actually want a reply. Her mother only wants strict obedience &#8211; open doors, no secrets, no privacy. She wants Cornelia cleaning and cooking and taking care of them both without a word, because and the consequences of disobeying &#8211; whether by look, blink, or some errant breath that even Cornelia doesn&#8217;t know she breathed &#8211; the consequences are wretched and too horrible to be borne. Except for when she rides out on their milky white horse &#8211; the one luxury Cornelia enjoys, the one time she allows herself to weep and rage &#8211; Cornelia obeys with all her heart, because she is afraid. Cornelia is <i>always<\/i> afraid &#8211; always. And now they are going to meet a new benefactor, and stay in his fancy manor, and Cornelia is more afraid than ever. She&#8217;s pretending to be seventeen &#8211; as her mother expects. She&#8217;s also supposed to be pretending not to notice that they somehow have a new carriage that once belonged to the neighbor, and she&#8217;s pretending to know what to do with servants and fine clothing, and kind people.<\/p>\n<p>Cornelia has never had <i>anything<\/i> like the life she&#8217;s pretending to know just now. She&#8217;s afraid she&#8217;s going to mess up her mother&#8217;s plans&#8230; but she&#8217;s <i>more<\/i> afraid of what will happen if her mother&#8217;s plans go forward&#8230; <\/p>\n<p>None of this sounds very horrible, does it? It isn&#8217;t. When it comes to horror the way T. Kingfisher writes it, sometimes the most horror-inducing thing is Other People. Not ghosts and weird junk. <i>People.<\/i> (This is reflective of Real Life.)<\/p>\n<p>One thing that makes the main character, Cornelia, relatable is just how hard she tries to &#8230; get by. Her mother is capital &#8216;D&#8217; difficult, and Cornelia Knows Better than to upset her, but try she might, Upset Happens. People raised by difficult parents know this story well, and I found myself just wanting to hug poor Cornelia &#8211; or hide with her in the wardrobe &#8211; as she remains well-intentioned and kind, despite how her mother would otherwise have had her be. Another thing that makes Cornelia&#8217;s story bearable is how her mother believes Cornelia to be an extension of her own self. She is genuinely narcissistic and self-absorbed, and the reader gleefully knows that, despite her seemingly all-knowing, all-seeing eye, this belief is going to be her downfall. And indeed, it is! T. Kingfisher&#8217;s latest is an absolute delight and a comfort read that manages to be both horrible and heart-achingly kind. There are middle-aged people who know what it is to be conflicted and yet love, there are smart servants, a delightful butler, a truly grievous loss and lots of humor. <i>And<\/i>, it has &#8230; A Horse.<\/p>\n<p>As I shall tell you no more, I do hope you pick it up.<\/p>\n<hr width=15%>\n<p><u>Fresh onto the TBR<\/u>:<\/p>\n<ul>\n<li>Ticket Out, Michelle Diener<\/li>\n<li>The Good and the Green, Amy Yorke<\/li>\n<li>I Ran Away to Evil: A Cozy LitRPG Rom-Com, Mystic Neptune<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<hr width=15%>\n&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Until the next book, \ud83d\udcd6<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p>Still A Constant Reader<\/p>\n<p><\/font><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Dear TBR, If you follow your favorite authors on social media, you&#8217;ll occasionally get previews of their latest books. I follow Ursula Vernon\/T. 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